"He broke the girl who loved him more than she loved herself."
E. Grin (via written-in-pen)
(via youspinmerightround)
This 3-5am bullshit is bullshit.
"I fall apart subtly. It’s not loud. It’s bags under my eyes, and meals skipped. It’s not laughing at my favorite shows, not singing along to my favorite songs. It’s subtle, but oh my god, it is real and right now I’m in a million pieces."
(via thexpotent)
(Source: wnq-writers.com, via youspinmerightround)
"And in that moment I swore
that nothing in this universe
could be so heavy as the absence
of the person you love."
Beau Taplin • T h e A b s e n c e (via afadthatlastsforever)
(via youspinmerightround)
"People aren’t always what you want them to be. Sometimes they disappoint you or let you down, but you have to give them a chance first. You can’t just meet someone and expect them to be everything you’re looking for and then be angry when they’re not every hope and aspiration you projected onto them. It’s foolish to believe that someone will be what you imagine them to be. And sometimes, when you give them a chance, they turn out to be better than you imagined. Different, but better."
Chloe Rattray (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
(via youspinmerightround)
"And to the casual observer it looks like I have moved on since I go around wearing my little happy mask all day. I smile and laugh and carry on like my heart’s still in one piece, but beneath it all, I am dying."
Melody Carlson (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
(via youspinmerightround)
"Sometimes it’s because we think that we are protecting ourselves by blocking ourselves off. Sometimes we think we’re protecting others from the storms that swell within us. After all, if we let them in, they may not know how to weather those storms."
Emily Rella, “Learning to Accept Love for Yourself” (via twloha)
(via youspinmerightround)
2015 can eat a cruise ship full of dicks. Shove dicks in all of the nooks and crannies, fill all of the rooms from floor to ceiling, stuff them in pockets and shoes, line the buffet with a plethora of never-ending dicks, and let 2015 eat every last one of them.
Insomnia is for the fucking birds. I managed to get a cool two hours of sleep last night through all of my tossing and turning. The sleep I did get, however, was filled with dreams of me frantically running around cleaning a church/restaurant (???? I don’t know) and finding a big fluffy teal (yes, teal) kitten that could talk and he snuggled my face a lot, so I guess the night wasn’t a complete wash.
Weirdo confession:
My favorite thing about Christmas isn’t family time (haaaaaaah no) or Christmas morning or the music…. it’s when I get to spread all of the gifts that I’ve bought on my bed and go through my purchases and group them per person. I get all geeked out about gifting them as I wrap everything.
"I go through phases. Some days I feel like the person I’m supposed to be, and then some days I turn into no one at all. There is both me and my silhouette. I hope that on the days you find me and all I am are darkened lines, you still are willing to be near me."
Mary Kate Teske (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
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I tried to write this out last night but I couldn’t find the words and nothing seemed to make sense. I thought maybe this morning would bring some clarity but I was wrong. The tossing and turning I’ve been doing for weeks is catching up with me, and the torturous 3am wake up sessions my brain keeps throwing my way isn’t helping anything.
My brain dump is under the cut, so feel free to keep scrolling.